Transparency

When I was a kid I kept a journal and wrote religiously. As I got older I started ripping pages out, afraid that someone would find it. After a while, every time I finished an entry I tore it up and threw it away.

I have a tendency to get rid of things.

A couple nights ago, with one impulsive click, I deleted my blog because I didn't want Pat to read it. He and I were talking about transparency...something that I wanted from him but couldn't give of myself.

Let's start again.